Full-Blown Agony: My Struggle Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome
It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a intense pain erupted behind my one eye. Then came quick jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with increased force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early twinges on the commute, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically start with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 individuals suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating agony focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists an episodic type, which occurs in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the intensity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 10, more severe than bone fractures or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.
One patient, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after relocating, but often hid her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.
Still, the inability to organize life around unpredictable pain took its effect. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They linked the ailment to an evil spirit who attacked his sufferers' heads.
Ancient healing records propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European physician who provided the first detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the condition note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, published in a major medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains slow. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which side do symptoms appear? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to emergency rooms or are given inadequate treatments.
Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she hasn't had an episode since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need much more education. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
Official guidelines on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known people.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive therapy only. More prolonged or more intense periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a